It's been a while . . .

and i have been thinking . . good things mostly . . but mainly sitting in a state of contemplation. About what you ask . . well .. a ton of things .. . mainly my baby and what his world is going to be like when he is old enough to understand some things.

Will he understand? Will he yearn for something he feels he doesnt have? Will I be enough?

Sigh . . . just thinking . . .