In love . . .

So I had a great opportunity to see my baby in living color . . part of me wishes I hadnt spoiled it by looking in my belly . .

But considering the amount of the things that I dont know or can't see in my future .. the small glimpses of hope and happiness are "must knows". :-)

And what did I discover ? He looks like ME! well . . . he has the donor's lips but . . he looks like his MAMA!!! What a blessing . . .

I often sit and wonder about what I have gotten myself into . . . however . . now . . with his little picture here and his ability to let me KNOW that he is in my belly! His dancing has grown into little more than what I would describe as a minor frenzy . . his endurance has increased . . his legs are getting stronger . . . aww, my little MAN!

My favorite times are our late nights when I can watch my belly move . . . it is alienesque and not at all as scary as I thought it would be. In fact, it is the one thing that reminds me that I am not alone . . . anymore.

Here he is . . . btw!

Loving him more and more everyday . . .